03 June 2008

point taken

THE FOG IS LIFTING!




i like that my boyfriend makes successful puns in english.
(if you dont know, english is not his first language)
except that he thinks the band 'DAUGHTRY"
got their name from a word that combines the word "daughter" and "adultery"
i told him it happens to be the lead singer's last name.
he still thinks it means adultery with a daughter.

(and he KNOWS THE WORDS TO THE SONGS LOLZ)


apparently i am the tanned one between the two blindingly white ladies...
p.s. ok, i know i have sausage arms but im working on it. (its called actually playing tennis)


i woke up at 6am to go excercise and then take a shower before work.
apparently thats too early because i was done by 7am.
i got to work at 730 after VERY SLOWLY making my breakfast.
people at work were asking me if my clock was messed up.
it was either get to work 30 minutes early- or fall back asleep by accident and get to work late.
p.s. i hate the radio!


i am not going to see NKOTB because well... if i cant get good seats then it will be the same concert i went to when i was 7 years old all over again. i could barely even tell who was dancing/singing- it couldve been 80 year old dudes down there lipsynching for all i knew.
i saw them at the summit- and it was so loud i couldnt hear the next day. i thought NKOTB had made me deaf.
(enter bad music making people deaf joke)
so no madonna and no NKOTB.
plus i already missed the police/elvis costello.

i think maybe i will just save that money and put it towards some filters for my camera.


even though honestly-
i hate my artwork in its entirety.
even though i have my reasons for creating them in the first place-
i dont think the message is conveyed properly-
nor do i feel like i have the talent to actually portray what i intend.

also the idea of not being able to control individual viewers' perception bothers me to no end.
does anyone ever love what they create to the point of pride?
or is it typically a hate relationship?
(and yet i cant cut the ties)

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