when it rains, it pours

what to reveal and what not to reveal?

my mind is reeling from some wack shit that 2008 has dealt my way so far-
the stress is pretty overwhelming- physically overwhelming- to the point where im just getting pains in my legs when i start to really think about stuff and begin to assess the sheer anger that's radiating out of my forehead.
its like i am this tiny ball of bitter rage.
walking, talking, fuming fury.

its like i count on people to just be honest and responsible individuals and apparently that's even too much to ask for nowadays.
does it mean a friendship is over when you stop caring if the other person is hurting ?

the worst part is that im starting to lose faith in people in general.
"a true friend stabs you in the front". - o.w.



other than this drama bullshit- coming from all different directions-
im quietly waiting for baseball season to show up-
which seems to immediately be a beam of sunshine into my life- its like this light on the horizon-
a gleam of hope- for a happy distraction from betrayal and immaturity and financial woes.

misc:

-tiffany- we need to hang out........ this weekend perhaps?
-happy birthday to my cousin marty.
-i think im gonna buy a gym member ship at the end of the month
-go patriots! lolzzzzz
-terrell owens totally cried on camera. poor dude.
-embroidery is killing my eyesight :(
-the state of texas has a voucher program that provides $3,000 to anyone with a car 10 yrs or older, an annual income of 30k or less, and registered within the three major metropolitan areas in texas- to be used toward getting a car that is up to 3 years old (to take older cars off the road). i qualify- and maybe ill get a HONDA FIT pending credit approval.