the new car's color will be "tidewater blue" anyone get the significance?!

-i would like to mention that i love hashbrowns. they are delicious.

-this weekend was slightly less shopping (just a purse, two shirts, and theories of modern art .) on saturday, my mom and i went looking at cars and i settled on NOT getting the hyundai accent- its too freaking small. i cant deal with the two door scenario so i am going with the honda fit. plus the seats fold down completely flat. anyway- now i just have to finish some paperwork and get an insurance quote before i buy my car.
p.s. it will be a silver-blue color. way stoked!

-sunday, michelle and i went to see semi-pro. there were some golden parts of the movie- that probably amounted to 5 minutes of actual screen time hilarity. the rest was pretty not funny... and i am still not comfortable with andre 3000 "acting". nothing will ever surpass anchorman in the all important (funny) jokes to scene ratio.

-my doctor changed my medication (dude i asked 2 years ago for one that didnt make me gain weight and all of a sudden i can change it now?!?!) and now i am all kinds of dizzy and nauseous. the first night i took it it hit me like a freight train i could barely move. bastian practically had to carry me to bed :( i havent noticed a difference other than the actual ability to motivate myself to clean the living room. YAY MEDS! b always voices his apprehension when it comes to treating "disorders" with medication as a temporary solution- but i find it necessary to remind him that bipolar disorder is not currently a "cureable" disorder but rather a "treatable" one- which requires lifelong treatment.
he maintains that therapy alone can treat it- but i beg to differ. nobody wants to take medication for the rest of their lives but if it makes me an emotionally stable- semi-normal functioning person- i am all for medicinal treatment.
i consider myself one of the shining examples of medicinal success for bipolar disorder.
i am not perfect by any means, but i am miles away from what previously plagued me in the past. and for that, i am thankful.



me and crystal acting like its 2003 or something...

playlist:
-joy division
-stone temple pilots
-baroness
-iggy pop/ iggy pop and the stooges
-coldplay
-rolling stones